On friday I shifted gear.
I have now been studying A Course in Miracles for approx.7 years - and I have done the best I can...
This week I spent a couple of days with a very good friend of mine, also a Course student. It was revealed to us that what we need do now is generalizing!
Stop making any exceptions as to whom I judge, whom I "allow" to attack me without retaliation.
For me that is what has been the case.
I know that what I see are my own projections. My problem was that I refused to see ALL of them as my projections.
It is much easier like this - No exceptions!!
My brothers show me what to foregive - and I will,with the help of Holy Spirit. The moment I notice the slightest unease - I know I have chosen the wrong teacher. Time to chose again.
NOW I will do this right. No exceptions.
The first night after I came home I had this dream:
I found myself in the hallway of a neighbour's house. I had my hands full of dirty laundry - going to wash it at her house. She came towards me saying: "Is it not about time you wash your own laundry?" . I knew she was right. I took all my laundry and went home.
I will pack up and retract my projections and go home.
From NTI Colossians: 1,1.
Grace is within you. All the love that is needed for the healing of your soul has been placed within the inner chamber of your Heart.